“Uh, hello. You've reached Keisuke... I’m sorry, but I’m not able to pick up right now. Leave me a message and I'll try to call back. Um... thanks, bye.”
[VOICE CALL, TEXT MESSAGING, AND PHOTO SHARING IS ENABLED ON THIS CELL PHONE.]
[dealing in absolutes means you've got to follow through---and just finding the courage to do so is difficult. but it's a double-edged sword, as shinichi has learned. projecting your strength can drive people away. he sees that in murano. she's wary of him, despite her best efforts to remain close. he can see it whenever she looks at him.
he's beginning to wonder if maybe he's just operating out of rage rather than a will to help others, sometimes, when he thinks about her---]
sometines i wonder...but...even if just one person decides to have my back, i think i'll be alright.
true. i guess...they can't be blamed, in a sense. if it were us in their place---maybe we'd act the same way, who knows. though, now you have me thinking: the natives...don't seem very human, do they? they LOOK human, but they all kinda seem...i dunno...the same? like they're all bees in a beehive. i...don't think the weird crap happening around here is a recent thing if the natives are already like this.
but i've been in your shoes before---hell, i still kind of am. [he knows he has a lot to work on. he's far from having it fully together, despite appearances. and with keisuke, he feels like he can be a little more honest.] just remember this: you're not alone, and there are people who have your back. you'll be fine.
wise choice. i'll be civil, though, and wait till one of them throws the first punch. and don't worry about dal dal----if you're not there to talk sense into her, i'll be there to yank her out of trouble. see? teamwork.
im not really sure what they are... i dont know what else they could be besides human but youre right. i dont think all the weird stuff started happening with us. they seem to know when to leave and how to avoid certain things... maybe we could learn from them
ok... ill remember that
[He's used to being suspicious of nearly everyone. It takes a lot of thought and effort to mentally deconstruct that tendency.]
thats the safest thing to do i think... im not sure if theyre going to attack first, given how theyve been acting if both of us keep an eye on her though it should be fine yeah... right. teamwork
[if they all made sure they didn't do stupid shit, they'd get through this fine, right?]
exactly. teamwork. [granted, shinichi himself is only learning to not go Lone Ranger all the time---in part because there's no Migi to complicate things---but he finds...it's not so bad to rely on others. that, maybe, he should've come clean from the very beginning, if only to those close to him back home. but that's for whenever Migi becomes a full part of hin again. until then...
...he'll enjoy the company before he has to put some serious thought into things. as for his own paranoid tendencies... well, that's simply par for the course. he has to be alert.] we may not always be physically around each other all the time, but at least we know we're each a call away should something happen to any of us. don't worry, keisuke.
we'll get through this together. all three of us. i'll catch you later.
[Teamwork. It was a whole lot better than being totally reliant on someone... rather, everyone working together. It almost seemed too idealized—as if Keisuke was too used to people only looking out for themselves in his own world that it seemed outlandish.
They'd all work towards it. It was vaguely hopeful, and he accepts that.]
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he's beginning to wonder if maybe he's just operating out of rage rather than a will to help others, sometimes, when he thinks about her---]
sometines i wonder...but...even if just one person decides to have my back, i think i'll be alright.
true. i guess...they can't be blamed, in a sense. if it were us in their place---maybe we'd act the same way, who knows. though, now you have me thinking: the natives...don't seem very human, do they? they LOOK human, but they all kinda seem...i dunno...the same? like they're all bees in a beehive. i...don't think the weird crap happening around here is a recent thing if the natives are already like this.
but i've been in your shoes before---hell, i still kind of am. [he knows he has a lot to work on. he's far from having it fully together, despite appearances. and with keisuke, he feels like he can be a little more honest.] just remember this: you're not alone, and there are people who have your back. you'll be fine.
wise choice. i'll be civil, though, and wait till one of them throws the first punch. and don't worry about dal dal----if you're not there to talk sense into her, i'll be there to yank her out of trouble. see? teamwork.
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but youre right. i dont think all the weird stuff started happening with us. they seem to know when to leave and how to avoid certain things... maybe we could learn from them
ok... ill remember that
[He's used to being suspicious of nearly everyone. It takes a lot of thought and effort to mentally deconstruct that tendency.]
thats the safest thing to do i think... im not sure if theyre going to attack first, given how theyve been acting
if both of us keep an eye on her though it should be fine
yeah... right. teamwork
[if they all made sure they didn't do stupid shit, they'd get through this fine, right?]
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...he'll enjoy the company before he has to put some serious thought into things. as for his own paranoid tendencies... well, that's simply par for the course. he has to be alert.] we may not always be physically around each other all the time, but at least we know we're each a call away should something happen to any of us. don't worry, keisuke.
we'll get through this together. all three of us. i'll catch you later.
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They'd all work towards it. It was vaguely hopeful, and he accepts that.]
okay, shinichi...
i'll see you